Siberia is where its at!!!

Saying farewell to Jonny and Marina, well it just sucks. But at the same time I am so excited for them. I am actually quite jealous, even of the fact that they are going to Mongolia. I found out on Sunday that Mongolia is like a half step away from Siberia and that is were they send all the criminals and exiles like Carl Marx, you really have to be one bad ass mother to be sent to Siberia. There is this craving in me to just live on the edge, have fun, adventure look back on my life and say wow dude I really pushed it I went to Siberia/Mongolia. That is totally a rotten attitude to do missions and I know Jonny and Marina are going out of call by God not their egos. I am where I am supposed to be and I love that I am totally dependant on the Holly Spirit for everything I do in my ministry. But there is still this part of me that looks around and says "dude!! You don’t have a degree, your average Saturday night consists of mak and cheese maybe a movie or two, last time you traveled anywhere outside Canada was in grade ten (oops actually I hit San Francisco with Ana a few years ago, but still..). What are you doing?" Well at least I have managed to escape the trials of husband hood!! Ach who cares!!?? I just want to blow off some steam. But I sure am gonna miss Jonny and Marina. Love you guys
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